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ᴇᴍɪʟ ғ. ᴠᴀ̈sᴛᴇʀsᴛʀᴏ̈ᴍ ([personal profile] enflame) wrote2017-07-06 01:14 am

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lalliho: (don't obsess over the future)

[personal profile] lalliho 2017-08-29 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
...

[holy shit what a stupid, lovely boy. Like, he's not really sure what to do about that, it's so beautiful and completely moronic?]

I don't really know how you're alive.

[FOR REAL. WHAT THE FUCK. PEOPLE WITH A LOT MORE INTELLIGENCE AND SKILL THAN EMIL F. VÄSTERSTRÖM (THE F STANDS FOR FUCKING) WERE DEAD, AND SOME OF THEM GONE. HE'S MADE IT SO FAR, AGAINST ALL ODDS...]
lalliho: (i'm a fairy)

[personal profile] lalliho 2017-08-29 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
You're really stupid?

[SORRY...]

But if it means...you can smile like that, I guess that's okay. Once you're safe. I want you to be able to keep doing that.

[For the both of them. Not in his stead, but... Something else. Something that was still benefitting him, even if he didn't understand it.]
lalliho: (can i go home)

[personal profile] lalliho 2017-08-29 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
...Okay, but you are?

[like...come on...]
lalliho: (swiper no swiping)

[personal profile] lalliho 2017-08-29 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
[...ye-ah, Lalli is very clearly (thanks telepathy) thinking the same thing.

But anyway.]


Okay. Can I come over? You can go back to sleep.
lalliho: (wary of contact)

[personal profile] lalliho 2017-08-29 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
[Well...]

Not really. I just wanted to see you.

[You don't have to be awake for him to stare at you like a weirdo, see.]
lalliho: (okay but for real i'm lonely)

[personal profile] lalliho 2017-08-29 01:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[leave his emotional, interaction-starved self alone]

Mmn.

[It isn't too long before he scratches at the door to be let in. If Emil doesn't open up, he'll go in himself, but...habits. And fear.]
lalliho: (can i go to bed yet)

[personal profile] lalliho 2017-08-29 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[He hums vaguely, averting his gaze at first in some residual instinct to avoid him, but once he's inside and the door shut behind him, he manages to glance up.

And the world continues to turn. Wow.]


Um.

[...what does he even do... He sits at the bedside and rests his temple against the mattress. There, that works.]

...What have you been...? [uhhh doing I guess lmao he's awkward kill him]
lalliho: (boy i sure do love to die)

[personal profile] lalliho 2017-08-29 05:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ -- oh thank the gods. Even if Emil is closer than he anticipated and it's making his insides burn, this line of conversation was...somehow easier, even if he didn't understand it either.]

Yes. They made me do it, too. I didn't like it.
lalliho: (mrrh)

[personal profile] lalliho 2017-08-29 06:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[Yeah!!!! Yeah, he gets it. Good.]

Some weird girl asked me if I was a virgin like that was okay. How is that supposed to make me like her?! I don't think that should have been allowed.
lalliho: (i wasn't kidding about skinning the dog)

[personal profile] lalliho 2017-08-29 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[Lalli nods firmly, happy to be vindicated even if he's gone back to being really annoyed at Rottytops for having the gall. Man!!! Stupid zombie. Being by Emil was way better.]

Mrh. Other people were okay. Weird. I kind of liked one guy, maybe?

[Look... Lalli has been extremely lonely, he needs gossip to help.]
lalliho: (fuck i can't read a map)

[personal profile] lalliho 2017-08-29 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[Byakko -- no wait, that was the guy's cool spirit tiger. Mmmm...]

Akira. I think. I talked to him again after. I guess he knew you already...
lalliho: (when you take me by the hand)

[personal profile] lalliho 2017-08-30 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh good, he likes Akira, too.]

Hn. He said you were worried.

[Which, like. He had been told already, but here's more outside evidence of it, and it makes him feel...kind of good? Not super great, since he was a burden, but. Yeah.]

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